watch out now!

today is one of those out of control days. i knew when i looked at the clock and it said 10:51 that i was in for it. it had already felt like i put in a full 12 hour day! and now i look down and it's 2:56 and it makes me want to start crying. it hasn't been an extremely bad day. i love being busy, but today for some reason i feel quite off! i'm actually going to blame it all on chad (although i guess i can chose not to let him affect me, but that's besides the point). i don't like starting my day out telling someone off, but i have to stand up for myself at some point right? so, i started freaking out that i'm going to be 24 this year and that i'm not married and blah blah! while freaking out about the dumbest thing in america I was working on 5 files, dealing with a client who just didn't feel he needed to complete a few things before closing on his house, and trying to get my boss an appointment to get her hair done and ignoring her all at the same time! after letting her know i didn't give a damn about what kind of extensions she gets i felt much better. most of the time i'm really good at calming my boss down. she is super intense, and today it was ten times worse. i'm blaming it on her husband. anyway, my desk is mostly cleared off and i'm taking a moment to just breathe. i just had another agent come in and tell me when he does a residential deal he is going to use me to take care of his files. which makes me happy. he mainly does huge land deals...so not much work for me to do! but he promised, and if he doesn't all food supplies will be cut off and he can kiss his daily diet coke goodbye! use me or lose me brotha! thanks for listening! back to chaos!

love ya