the adventures of ashley and peter.

where to begin... as many of you know peter made the big move this weekend into my cozy little home. i'm actually quite excited about it. before we even had everything moved in his OCD kicked in and my place was in great shape! garbage taken out and things put into a working order. not that it was out of control in the first place, but i've been in a funk to say the least. he's so funny about things! he even forced me to go grocery shopping! aside the positive aspects, i'm really going to have to try and realize that i'm not his mother! it may even be that i'm not used to having someone there all the time, and the fact that he's my brother makes me worry a little more about where he is. last night i had to take a huge chill pill (aka deep breath) and just go to bed. it's not that peter is a hellian, because we all know i took that on for everyone in the family! so, i'm getting over it. this might give me a glimpse of what living with a man is like, minus the cuddling and such. and i know it's only been a weekend. but i'm being optimistic! he is a great kid and has a lot of motivation. anyway...i'll keep you updated. i always want my blogs to sound better than they do. but i'm not lynette :)

love ya!

and ya'll thought myspace was bad!

Just a heads up to everyone... I decided to try and figure this site out and at the top of the page there is a little thing you can click that says "next blog"... ya I would advise against that. Unless you're into that whole porn thing.

why is it that when you think you're done with someone they pop back into your life in the most random way? or they decide to tell you how they feel? this baffles me! where were you earlier. and why of all times did you pick this moment to let me know how you really felt!? sometimes I wonder if it is a test of our strength and maybe to challenge the decision that we made to move on. either way... i find it rather annoying!

well enough of that! i think listening to dashboard confessional made me slip into an emo state of mind. i apologize. plus, mike is working on my love connection so i have no reason to worry!

so i think peter is moving in this weekend. who knows really. i am supposed to get this stupid bed over to jenn's and having a heck of a time trying to cordinate a time to get it of to her house... i think it's a ploy. but that's for another day! i'm in the goofiest mood right now. i popped open a bag of sour patch kids and i think that it is contributing to the mood. oh and add 2 diet cokes to that list. sheesh!

questions... is there anyway to search for people on this blogger thingy majig?

well kids, i think i'll leave it here. i'll be suprised if anyone gets to the end of this blog in the first place!

love lots!

out of it

i absolutely hate this feeling. i feel so out of it and feel as if my day has been a complete blur. i messed around with my blog a little and added a few touches! i think i might just get the hang of this! i'm having the hardest time rolling up a set of plans. it's quite funny. i'm still trying to learn how to add pictures to a post... i hit the button thingy and then nothing... help?

hi, i'm new.

okay ladies.... you asked for it! so here it is. i was home sick yesterday so i apologize first and foremost to Andee, who checked my blog every hour to see anything new and exciting. and i guess i should apologize to you as well kate. although blogging and baby news is your life these days. i'm not really sure i'm feeling up to today. i came to work and there were 16 new messages on my voicemail. i didn't know i was so popular.

i have a phone crush on this agent i talk to ALL the time. i know he has kids but the wife part is a little iffy. and unlike gutsy amy, i can't just straight out ask him if he's married. cuz then i'd just feel stupid. and then for sure he would know that i get all excited to talk to him. *sighs* this is what my life has become. and i guess i'm okay with it.

so andee...how to i see your blog? do you have one? cuz... i just see a little profile thingy. once again, give me a break i'm new.

friday morning

So... I come into work early (well early for me) to meet with some clients. They were supposed to be here at 9 and it's 10:00 right now. Nice of them to stand me up! Oh well... I'm really tired. I'm trying to cut off my coffee intake and it's really kicking my ass this morning big time! Maybe i'll go grab a coke.