apparently i forgot...

I forgot about blogger....I know, I know. It's hard to believe, but I did. I've just been busy. Being a mom is seriously a full time job! Plus the one I already have it makes for a long day. But Wyatt seriously is so wonderful! He's such a good baby, I really am blessed! Plus he's totally cute! Tonight we went to Andrews first t-ball game and it was so cute! All those boys in their oversized t-shirts all running after the ball at the same time. It was hillarious! I'm way excited for those days! It probably will go by so fast and in no time we'll be going to Wyatts games. Speaking of Wyatt....I was browsing around myspace (yes myspace) and I was looking at this girls page that also went to Brighton and her baby boy is also Wyatt. It totally made me sad. When you name your baby you don't think that anyone else will choose that same name! Well at least I thought that. So I was crushed when I saw that, but then happy because my Wyatt is so much cuter! It's sad, but true. Sorry girl from Brighton. I really don't have that much to say... Work is picking up and I'm just praying that Wyatt stays good! He sleeps for the most part at work which is nice. This next coming year my team at work might be moving to our own office building which would be SO nice! I would have my own office! And I could bring like a pack n play for him to sleep in and play in or whatever! So I'm praying that will happen. Everyone in the office just loves him though. And who wouldn't really! Everyone has to come see him. It's kinda fun. At least I know everyone else thinks he's totally cute, or else they wouldn't come to visit as much as they do! You know at first I felt really weird about it... I'm a single mom and I just didn't know how people would react to it and if they would treat me any different. And they really haven't. My friend Audrey one day was holding him and out of the blue said "how could anyone call this a mistake" I almost started bawling! She's so great! One night I was there late, Wyatt was FREAKING out and I was bleeding all over the place and crying too and she just took Wyatt and walked around with him. I think that was really the first time that I really just cried and it felt really good. I have felt like I just have to be strong and act like this is so easy. But it's not, and it's okay to admit that. So for those of you *hint hint* who are considering a sperm doner. Hold out! I wouldn't trade this experience for anything in the world, it really is so awesome! Anyway, I'll stop babbling! Love you all!